tdy is really a sad day ): .
wake up ard 11am.
ate lunch .
and heard ahma calling aunt .
overheard the conversation but not so clearly .
the story goes ,
Ytd , gramgram oready cough cough cough very badly .
so tdy , aunt decided tuh bring him go see the vet .
who knows , they needa wait for quite a time till their turn .
during the waiting time , gramgram sort obf fainted .
so , vet and ''nurse'' there try their best tuh rescue him .
his heart is weak , and there are water accumulated in his lungs .
they needed him tuh either vomit or pee out the water .
he did it after he was told so , which is like . . . )':
then , they give him the oxygen mask but after awhile ,
his heart stop pumping .
they keep on rescue and rescue , and he came bak agen .
so they decided tuh insert a tube into his throat tuh let him hab oxygen
but who knows , this actually make him struggle , i think discomfort for him ba .
and soon after a while , he . . died .
aunt came bak , and cried badly , i am at loss obf what tuh do .
after that , she went tuh sleep and soon wake up .
she then say what happen and begin tuh cry badly agen .
while consoling her , me and cousin cried too ahma oso cried ): .
gramgram had been with us for like 10years .
it's really hard tuh part with him , especially he was really energentic ytd !
aunt keep blaming herself but i guess , this is just nthn we can do ): .
it's the time for him tuh go , we shall let him go ): .
and it was really touching when aunt told us ,
she said tuh gramgram when he was at there struggling , angela and alan [ my cousins living there] is still waiting at home for eu and gramgram actually cried ): .
and how aunt can't sleep as once she close her eyes all she see was how gramgram struggle .
cremate on tuesday ): .
i guess , i had the sixth sense that this is going tuh happen
ibf not i wouldn't take pictures obf gramgram ytd out obf a sudden ): .